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PROJECT IN BETWEEN PHASE III MAKING PUBLIC
II. ARTWORKS, PROCESS & CRITICAL REFLECTION

PROJECT REVIEW

1. Project Origin

Originating from my personal experiences throughout a phase out-of-control, I began the study of the mind and perceptions throughout the struggling phase. I have previously defined this phase as the State of Limbo, the state between reality and delusions, between the glorious past and the unforeseeable future, a state without gravity (or in other words, anchor) due to the lack of purpose.

2. Objective: I aim to depict change, particularly the change of the states of mind and perceptions throughout time, and generate collective responses with the audience, without judging and preaching, but with a gentle and simple message to those who have been through such states: you are not alone.  

Mind Map 1. The Mind Curves -  an illustration of the changes of mind states through the phase of limbo 

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Mind Map 2. Studio Note along the Mind Curve -  emotions and countermeasures throughout the phase in-between, practice keywords, notes and practice decisions  

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Mind Map 3. Summary of Practice - practices and attempts depicting different emotions throughout the phase (Unit 1 to Unit 3)

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STUDIO LOG

1. Work 1. Every Waking Hour (Completed), 2022, polaroid photo installation

By the end of Unit 2, I began a time series by committing to a rigid practice system of tracking my every waking hour with photos. During this phase, I was under the influences of On Kawara, Roman Opałka, Tehching Hsieh, the artists who have unfolded time by adopting rigorous clinical systems. (Lodermeyer, De Jongh, Gold 2009) As I have expressed before, I have admired those with determination and persistence. Regardless of the outcome or the final artwork, the act of repetition (for an unshakable purpose) itself, is remarkable and in a way, extremely romantic. In art practice, as Joseph Marioni has expressed, "You just have to do it. This is who I am, this is my identity." (Marioni, 2008) Personality, experience,  and influence altogether shape the choice, the choice became a decision, evolved into an untameable compulsion, the compulsion defines the work and the creator as both an artist and an individual. I consider the adoption of a defined rigorous system to be appropriate for the project under discussion. On a personal level, it is who I am. Before entering Camberwell as an untrained art lover, I was challenged, mocked, and denied for the rational part of my personality and my compulsion for organisation. It is simply comforting to find my way of practice without bending my personalities to fit the expectations of being spontaneous.       

 

1.1 Critical Reflections  

1) System: Take a photo during the first minute of every hour, to record whatever captures my eyes indifferently.

2) Adjusted system: Later during the daily practice, I came to realise the “first minute of the hour” is too short, and at times such restricted time frames have proven to be insufficient to record the highlight/the major activity of the hour (as the activity may commence after the designed time window) I have adjusted the framework to take photos every 30 minutes, or, whenever I find things that worth recording. Once the habit was formed, taking photos throughout the day became natural.   

Illustration of System and Work Process 

 


 

 

3) Vision: Record every hour of my days covering a long period to capture the changes in mood and perspectives through time. 

 

4) Method: Take photos with iPhone, then print them out with a polaroid printer. 

5) Choice of medium and justification:  the Polaroid films are chosen based on the following:​​

  • Size: The work is designed to be large-scale, covering a long time period. To date, I have over 800 individual images of the series, among which over 300 of them were exhibited at the Wilson Road Exhibition. The number of images required to construct the work is large, restricting the size of each individual image; 

  • Picture within the picture:  The individual polaroid images are considered works within a larger work (the sleep pattern of a whole). Hence each individual image works as a building block or brush stroke. The individual images have to come in a standard uniformed formed format.   

  • Perception of “capturing the moment”: The polaroid was chosen because of its obvious significance - which is to take advantage of the common interpretation of associating the polaroid film with the idea of “instant moment”. It didn’t matter that the photos were printed, putting the images within the polaroid film strengthens the authenticity of the images, which is critical to the ideology of the work: to record indifferently, without bias.

  • The monochrome: As a building block of a larger image, colours are redundant, and therefore unnecessary. As a mood tracker, the monochrome film was appropriate because it was a natural choice given the mental state I was in. As a time series, the importance is the changes and constants reflected in the series, hence composition, angle, and distance between the lens and the objects are the determining metrics. Colours are associated with different emotions, in theory, they can serve as a powerful way of expressing emotions, however, in this work, colours are redundant and disruptive due to the number of images and more important metrics. I have, very occasionally, used coloured images. However, colours are only used when absolutely necessary: meaning in which case, a black white image is no longer sufficient to deliver the message of the visual (see below, The Red Balloon).  

      Given the above, the polaroid film was the only suitable choice for this work.   

     

6) Deliverables

  • Changes of the mood: reflected in the objects/environment being photoed (individual photos). e.g. different composition, contrast, and colour saturation of the same domestic objects in different photos.  

  • Changes of perspective: Along the timeline, there is a visible shift from close-ups of domestic objects (glasses, cable wires, keyboards) to the outside world (park, balcony, clouds)  

  • The constants (anchors of life) are reflected across the timeline. Although not always consistent, a pattern began to emerge with the days populated: e.g. shades in the morning, piano, chessboard, keyboard, wine glasses, taxi windows.  

  • The larger sleep pattern: once displayed on the floor or on the wall, the photos (with the omission of the hours asleep and the occasional missing hours) work as mosaics of a larger image: the sleep pattern.   

7) Exhibition ​(Brick Walls and Glass Ceiling, Wilson Road)

  • Curation: I was assigned to the room with Ryan and Jean on the ground floor, works within the room were all black and white. According to the original design, I have made the choice to install the polaroid series directly on the wall (in day strips) to offer a clean, cold look as an emphasis on sequence, logic, and remove all distractions. By the time of the exhibition, around 20 days of polaroids were printed. Advised by curators, I have added one video work (The Merry Go Round of Life) to add on to the series. Originally, I planned to show the actual physical objects (the praxinoscope), and had switched to videos as advised by curators. For further reflections please kindly find below under STUDIO LOG - work 2 Merry Go Round of Life 

1.2 Process and Documentation 

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Example: Photo Entries of a Day

Examples of Original Photos

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Examples of the Constants in Life Revealed in Series - the piano 

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Examples of the Changes of Mood/Perspectives Revealed in Series

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Examples of the Changes of Perspectives Revealed in Series

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Every Waking Hour 

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Every Waking Hour - Close-up

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Every Waking Hour - Exhibition View

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STUDIO LOG

2. Work 2. Merry Go Round of Life (Completed), 2022, video 

Origin: I am aware of the rarity of one's time at the university. Although I aim to continue my practice as a professional artist, I may not have the luxury of friendly support, mentorship, and resources away from the campus. Knowing so, I try to utilise my time here by expanding my practice and testing different mediums. As highlighted in my previous research, the current practice involves the discussion of changes through time. Driven by the core idea of the project and also my personal obsession with routines, structure, and logic, the compulsions and repetitions naturally become a practice interest. I was interested in the repeating images/scenes from the series Every Waking Hour, such as the chess board, glasses and pills. I wondered if they could become works of their own.  

2.1 Critical Reflections  

1) Theories and fundamentals:  

I have previously rejected the idea of making video works. Besides the personal sentiment against video work, the rationales are listed as followed: 

  • Misinterpretation about the concept of time: Videos follow a linear timeline. Time is neither linear nor circular, it is not a fourth demension, but merely a delusion (Rovelli, 2019) (Hawking, 1988) As much as I do enjoy movies and motion pictures, I cannot convince myself to give in to the linear timeline for this particular project. That is to say, if the project is focused on the discussion of anything else, such obsession with the theories of time would be indeed ridiculous. Yet for this project, the works have to be validated by theories.

  • Meaning of the work and visual language: Without diving further to theoretical physics, the interpretation of spacetime is rooted in my belief system. It is when I have learned the uninterpretable and the formidable that I finally came to accept the impermanence. The project In-between is a research into the metamorphosis of the mind, perception through a highly unstable state. In my own experience, it is state without gravity, direction, a state where the past and future all collapse with the present, where uncertainties breed possibilities through choices. 

3) Vision:  However difficult it is to truly translate those emotions and transitions, I have decided to try to suitable way to deliver the ideas. The aim of this work is to visualise the repetitive motions in life, with refrained emotions and without bias. 

5) Choice of medium and justification: 

  • The praxinoscope (Early animation devices vs. digital motion cinema): It was the day my odd collections finally paid off. I have had the praxinoscope for long. Although the choice was originally by instinct and personal preference, it is justifiable under the context of the project: The praxinoscope (the successor of the zoetrope) is a device that contains a strip of pictures around the inner surface of a spinning cylinder of mirrors. Usually, the strips contain up to 12 continuous images, just about enough to generate a simple movement while spinning. Compared to digital motion cinema, the praxinoscope is a much more suitable device according to the following:

a). It is designed to play one animation in a loop, suitable for the emphasis of repetition;

b). The spin is either clockwise or anticlockwise, while spun in a different direction, the motion is either forward or backward, corresponding with the hesitation and indetermination throughout the phase of limbo;

c). the animations are optical illusions;

d). nostalgia associated with the childhood toy. 

  • Devices tested: Out of curiosity, I have also tested other optical devices including the thaumatrope, cylindrical mirror anamorphose, zoetrope, and praxinoscopes in different sizes. The medium-sized praxinoscope was chosen based on the image quality, speed, and exterior. (See below Testing and Selection)

     

6) Technical concerns and solutions: 

  • Restricted to 12 frames;

  • The size of individual frames and the distance between frames must be compatible with the mirrors;  

  • Images must be flipped horizontally (along the Y-Axis), particularly the ones with writings;

  • Movement must be continuous yet display visible changes so as to be seen within 12 frames;

  • Diameters: diameters are negatively correlated to perceived speed (less time required to move 360 degrees): a diameter too short will result in faster moving images;

  • Filming and editing: The praxinoscope and camera must remain in the exact same position/angle without deviation during filming; reverse editing to let the praxinoscope spin by itself. 

 

Deliverables:

  • 7 physical praxinoscopes containing different stripes (please kindly see below)

  • Videos that plays forward and backward: 1. Said, Unsaid, 2. Addiction, Detox, 3. Fold, Unfold, 4. Open, Close, 5. Known/Unknow, 6. Attack, Retreat 

7) Exhibition ​(Brick Walls and Glass Ceiling, Wilson Road)

  • ​Curation:  The original attempt was to display the praxinoscopes and allow the audience to interact with them. However, I was asked by the curators to substitute physical objects with videos. 

a) Pros and Cons of the praxinoscopes

Pros: Allows interaction; continue to photo the fingerprints of praxinoscopes later with a black light as another work derived from the series; allow interaction with different speed and different motion direction;

Cons: Speed is too fast due to the size; inconsistent quality of the objects; 

b) Pros and Cons of the videos:  

Pros: A clean and simple installation; better image quality with adjusted speed; 

Cons: The one continuous video defeats the very core purpose to allow stills, and motions (at different speeds, and directions) at the same time; eliminates the possibility of interactions and therefore the idea of "choice determines perception and the course of the event". 

  • Decisions and reflections: In the end, I delivered the videos (mixed the forward and backward by editing) instead of the praxinoscopes. I do agree with the curators' points on the insufficiency and difficulty in displaying the actual objects. However, as I have argued before, I find in this case, the shortcomings of the objects are insignificant compared to the compromise of the ideology and concept. 

  • Alternative solutions: Displaying all the videos at the same time (as shown on this page) is an acceptable way of showing them. Alternatively, I have been exploring the possibility of creating a 3D zoetrope after the exhibition. However, the project was deemed unfeasible given the time frame due to the overall complexity and limited availability of 3D printing resources. 

2.2 Process and Documentation 

Animation Devices Tested - From left to right, top to bottom: 1. Praxinoscope, 2. Praxinoscope (Disney variation), 3. Praxinoscope (Disney variation), 4.  thaumatrope example, 5. collection of thaumatropes, 6.Box of anamorphoses toys, 7. Zoetrope, 8, Praxinoscope, re-made

Prototype 1. Large Praxinoscope 

Music: Royalty-free music

Prototype 2. Medium Sized Praxinoscope, Composition: Pandora, The Dethrone of Estaban 

The decision to remove music in later videos: 

1. lack of time for composition 

2. No justifiable need to include music 

Testing and Selection

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Process 

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Finalised Stripes 

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Assembled Praxinoscope 

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Merry Go Round of Life (Video Series)

Said, Unsaid

Addiction, Detox

Open, Close

Forward, Backward

Attack, Retreat

Fold, Unfold

STUDIO LOG

3. Work 3. The Nightstand (Work in Progress), 2022, photography 

Origination: This series is a remake of the 2020 series The Nightstand, also a derivative of the work Every Waking Hour. Possibly under the influence of Sophie Calle, I chose to record my own nightstand to track the changes of my life. The nightstand has agin become a repeating object in the series Every Waking Hour. Compared to other spaces in the apartment, I consider the nightstand to be a very personal corner. It is the place where I keep my dream journal, drinks, and medicine. It is the first place I interact with when I wake up and the last place I saw before bedtime. I then began another round of documentation of the nightstand. 

3.1 Critical Reflections

1) Methodology: Daily photo documentary of the nightstand before sleep

 

2) Vision:  To track the changes of the most intimate corner of the apartment 

3) Choice of medium and justification: As stated, the work is a side project derived from the ongoing Every Waking Hour. (Although the work was exhibited and considered completed, I have kept the habit of documenting my life with photos. The work will continue to grow, and all the images will serve as both part of an artwork and source materials) At this point, I have not determined the final presentation of the work, but only doing it out of curiosity and fun. 

4) Progress: 1 month in progress

The Nightstand, 2020 (frequency: time-lapsed series)

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The Nightstand, 2022 (frequency daily )

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STUDIO LOG

4. Work 4. La Valse Finale (Work in Progress), 2022, video

Origination: I was advised in many tutorials to incorporate the mind curves (See above and below the mind maps) into my works. I have attempted in installing the fabric work "Vacuum", by letting the red threads drape to the floor and form a mind curve. I was not satisfied. Then one day I took the train and saw the overhead lines dancing. Tangled lines, crossing paths, up and downs, it is a simple metaphor for life spotted on a train trip. 

4.1 Critical Reflections

1) Methodology: Edited video documentation of the overhead lines along the railways of each trip. 

2) Vision:  I consider this work a found object. I plan to display the videos in a room, with one train seat. 

3) Choice of medium and justification: Taking advantage of the naturally found metaphor of the dancing lines and the association with train trips. 

  • Implications of the overhead lines dancing: they cross and they separate, they go up and they come down, sometimes lonely sometimes crowded, such is our lives. 

  • Implications of trains: Non-surprisingly, the dancing lines can only be filmed during a trip by train. Naturally, it throws out the question of the origination and destination, the purpose of the trip, the identity of the traveler, and so on. Are you going somewhere out of desire or are you running away out of despair? Nevertheless, every trip has a beginning and an end. 

4) Progress: 1 month in progress

STUDIO LOG

5. Work 5. Those Were the Days (Completed), 2022, Paper Sculpture Installation 

Origination: The work was made specifically for the exhibition at Dilston Gallery. By the time of the proposal, I planned to make a new work for the final exhibition. The original idea was to deliver a large scroll of either a painting or a drawing or photography/video work. However, after trying different subjects, I could not justify the choice of medium in relation to my research. The plan was delayed and later disrupted by work (please kindly see to Professional Development)

Before the exhibition, I received instructions from the curators, that I was assigned the balcony to display the large scroll. By that time, I did not have the work. However, I have decided to take on the project as a commission work.

5.1 Critical Reflections

1) Requirements: The venue requires artwork around 5 meters long and 3 meters wide, falling from the balcony to the floor. 

 

2) Methodology:  As stated before, I could not find a justifiable theme or technique to produce a drawing. As pointed out by Sarah, I began to realise materiality has been a long-overlooked aspect in my practice. I have been obsessed with concepts and engaged very little in the discussion of materials. Research on Felix Gonzalez-Torres, Chiharu ShiotaWolfgang Laib, Roni Horn, and how other artists use the material to manifest the ideology was an epiphany. (Ottmann, 2002)

I have always been fascinated by personal objects. As a starting point, I began going through my dream journals, calendars, watches, collectibles, all the things I could use within the scope of the project. (Shiota, 2022) I have the habit of keeping diaries. I've kept one by my nightstand to make notes of my dreams, also a digital one since 2021 to track my thoughts. To date, I have around 600 entries in my diary. I have decided to use my diaries as the building blocks of my work. 

2) Vision: To create a waterfall of diaries, falling from the balcony.  

3) Choice of medium and justification: Taking advantage of the naturally found metaphor of the dancing lines and the association with train trips. 

  • The Diary: Constantly shifting among my alters and in between moods, the digital diary (From January 2021 to date) is kept in 5 different languages (English, Chinese, French, German, and Italian), including records of dreams, random thoughts of the day, memories, poems, or sometimes, just a word.

  • Duration: 2 years 

  • Diary format: digital printouts, white paper. I also keep a written diary (more thoughts, less frequent), however, I have chosen the digital diary for both the clinical formality and quantity produced.  

  • Eyelets & shadows: The original design is to lay the diaries in a time sequence and cover the old diaries with new ones (days on top of days, year on top of year). During the process, I thought it would be interesting to see entries around 1 year apart at the same time. So I have created the circled eyelets. By doing so, when reading the diary of 2022, one can peak through and read the fragmented sentence around the same date in 2021. The past and present are therefore experienced in fragments, but together, such as the shape of memories. I soon realised the eyelets could create round-shaped light-ups in the shadow of the work, fragmented and scattered. With a different thickness of paper and multiple light sources, the shadow of the work would become a light painting of stars. I then made the decision to create eyelets of different sizes: smaller on the bottom layer (2021) and larger on the top layer (2022), to deliver different shades on the surface and the shadows of the work. 

  • Assembly: assembled bottom up, two layers at one time.  

4) Deliverables: Large paper sculpture installation (approx. 6 x 3.5m) made by over 600 individual diary pages.

5) Installation: Installation was largely consistent with the vision, with around 3 months of diaries hidden inside the balcony. The corners of each individual page were rolled by hand to create texture. However, with the lack of lighting at the venue, the complexity of the shadows was compromised (see comparison below)

5.1 Process and Documentation 

Personal Archive - The Dream Journal

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Personal Archive - The Postcard Collection (Unresolved work: Love, Dad)

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Dilston Gallery - Assigned Space - the balcony 

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Selected Journal Entries

Process of Making

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Process of Installation 

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Shadow - Multiple Light Sources

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Shadow - Spotlight

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Those Were the Days - Exhibition View

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STUDIO LOG

6. Going Foward

6.1 Research Festival Proposal 

  • Seminar (Panel Discussion and Presentation): I will be delivering a presentation about my project, particularly the research on depicting time, duration, and change; 

  • Essay: I am now finalising my essay on Depicting Change in Contemporary Art (working title); 

  • Artist's book: I have initiated conversations with publishers since July. Currently the artist's book "In-Between" is still under editing, although it will not be delivered by the time of the research festival, it is an ongoing project and will be finished before June 2023

6.2 New Projects

I am not yet recovered from the archival fever. At the moment, I am not sure which direction to go forward. However, I do have more than enough materials to work with. The immediate plan is to go back to the dream journals and start to create sketches and drawings. The most recent attempts include capturing smoke (the canvas of dreams) in a domestic environment followed by drawings manipulated into the shapes and lines of the smoke (so as to bring the imaginary into the real world) 

 

Another work at its beginning phase is the conceptual project "Numbers", in which I plan to present the data visualisations as artwork. I have yet to found a way to articulate and turn them into works. 

Project Numbers, sketches, immature ideas: left: 43.75%, the percentage of my life, lived; right: the death of loved ones to date

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Project "i" (imaginary), testing frames: smoke screens 

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References: 

1. Lodermeyer, De Jongh, Gold (2009), Personal Structures Time · Space · Existence, p.33

Available at: https://europeanculturalcentre.eu/var/gallery/file/000ac26e4a7ac41877faf6ec42ce1b34.pdf

2. Marioni (2008), Personal Structures Time · Space · Existence, p.211

Available at: https://europeanculturalcentre.eu/var/gallery/file/000ac26e4a7ac41877faf6ec42ce1b34.pdf

3. Rovelli (2019), The Order of Time 

4. Hawking (1988), A Brief History of Time

5. Ottmann (2002) Spiritual Materiality: Contemporary Sculpture and the Responsibility of Forms

Available at: https://sculpturemagazine.art/10627-2/

6. Shiota (2022) Using String to Draw in Space

Available at: https://www.chiharu-shiota.com/top 

Pandora Wang, Nov 15 2022, To be Continued.

© 2023 by Pandora Wang

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